Life itself is such a bore,seriously.
Im feeling ever so hectic,and my London trip has to be delayed,all thanks to my Regional.
Urgh!
Going over January.
Well for today,nothing is better than Boyfriend bringing me shopping!
Got myself the Louis Vuitton Berkeley Bag,finally!
The Gucci Perfume labelled Envy Me.
My Chanel Pendant Necklace.
I love today`s shopping spree.
Back to life,i just completed my practical stage 1,tomorrow after work have to head down ro Bukit Batok Driving Centre again,for my Practical 2.
Practical 3 will be on road.
I can`t wait!
I can`t wait for my Qualified Driving License,hopefully i will get it by January !
Yay me.
Off to sleep now.
And i so want that Red Rayban Shades):
Maybe next month.
This post is specially dedicated to my Grandfather,Sabdullah.
I grew up living with you,during my time of downfall,estimated of 3 months.
I grew up listening to your jokes,and your stories,but i never appreciated it,up to this point of time,i wish you can just wake up right now,to share your stories with me.
I wudn`t mind listening to people reciting verses of Quran on television,just as long as your back on your sofa watching television like usual.
I don`t mind,i really don`t.
Lucky for me i went on medical leave for two days and off for the weekends,i am lucky to be able to see you when you are wide awake,i should have talked to you,i should,but i was so busy texting.
I thought you were strong,i thought you were just having fever,i thought that was nothing serious.
I didn`t know it will turn out this way,i should have known!
I was supposed to attend my Graduation Ceremony,but i choosed not to,Datuk this proves how much you mean to me,thou i don`t show it,i really do care and love you.
I waited for you to wake up since 11am,i waited for nearly 12 hours,why aren`t you awake yet?
I know your stronger than this,i know my Datuk is invincible.
Datuk,if only you knew there are alot of people waiting for you to wake up,alot of people outside the room to wait for you to wake up.
All those hearts weeping for you to return.
Your wife , your children, your grandchildren, your great-grandchildren,your siblings.
Do think of those who are hoping you will be there to see them grow.
Do know that everyone loves you.
So please,for all those who believe in you and love you,please Datuk,wake up!
I have never lost someone so dear to me before.
Im used to having both my grandparents around,i can`t bear to see one go.
I may look strong Datuk,but you were always there to wish me luck for my interviews to always joke with me to treat you once i get my pay,to tell me that during my New Paper New Face Contest that this rain which is falling is said to be a good indication.
I am wishing that you will wake up.
I promise to be good.
The house feels so weird not having you sitting infront of your plasma television,greeting us with a grin on your face,with your glasses.
I never once take a good look on your face,but today looking at you i realised that i have the most handsome-looking Datuk.
I miss it when you always disturb me about my over dressing up.
I need you to be back on the sofa where you belong!
Cmon come back,be awake,please!
My dear datuk Sabdullah,i do love you and im praying for you to wake up soon within this few hours.
Don`t leave us,i already planned for you to be my muhrim when i get married.
Don`t leave us yet,this is so sudden.
You shouldn`t leave without saying goodbye.
It hurts me so much to see you breathing through that oxygen machine.
I shoud have went to visit you yesterday.
GOD!
ALLAH,please save my Datuk`s life.
PLEASE.
♥ Tuesday, October 6, 2009
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I am so worn out.
Daydreaming at work.
Pay`s in.
Worst,grandad`s in the hospital and i did not get to visit him since i was working,get well soon.
Im tired having to do closing for 3 straight days.
I am waiting for andrea`s reply,she replied me when i was sleeping and i already gave her the plans,bet she just ended school now.
Time difference.
I miss that bitch of mine,that spoilt rich bitch!
Planned to take the bus to Paris from London to go to Euro Disneyland!
Have to go,last year i went to Euro Disnyeland it started to drizzle and the weather made it worst.
Winter-.-
Oh my,every second i keep thinking of London.
Can i just stay there,please?
Andrea told me there will be alot of Sales going on near Christmas,and that there`s going to be a newly open ice skating rink soon around that time.
I need a credit card!
I can`t save):
♥ Monday, October 5, 2009
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Okay,andrea since i didn`t see you off at the airport as i was working.
Im going to come and pay you a visit in LONDON!!!
I can`t wait.
Daddy agreed!
Oh ya,i am so going to pay you a visit at your school,London College of Fashion!
So,most probably ill be flying off to London,on the day of Christmas itself or a week earlier,cause i want to spend my New Year with Baby.
So im planning on staying there in London for atleast 2 weeks.
Then back to Singapore just in time to celebrate New Year.
Oh my,im so excited!
London, the last time i went there when i was 3 years old i could barely remember anything,now im going alone to visit twinnie!
LONDON HERE I COME,DECEMBER COME QUICK!
So dad was saying,you have to be adventurous,so here i am trying to make it a point to travel alone at the age of 18!
Singapore Airlines,please don`t dissapoint me,i need seats and give me the best seats!
Well lately i have been worn out working ,hate it.
Pay day`s in two days.
Am getting myself a rabbit!
And yah this Saturday`s my graduation at Ritz Carlton.
And Sunday`s Baby`s 21st!
Im so sleepy right now.
Off to bed now!
♥ Tuesday, September 29, 2009
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Lately,ive been up trying new things.
I just gotten myself a new cellphone and been shopping alot.
Just pampered myself at the saloon yesterday as it was my off day.
Had soft curls,since my hair is long enough,highlighted it dark brown,baby had his hair highlighted blonde,called him Monyet Jantan.
Haha.
Anyway,i cant wait for next weekend,its my Graduation at the Ritz Carlton Hotel & also Baby`s 21st Birthday,guess we will be busy tryna survey for bikes.
I love the suzuki bike,it looks like a Power Ranger bike.
Oh well another one more on-road practical then Traffic Police Test and his done.
Thank Goodness!
Baby`s on off for 3 days so he will be having lunch with me!
Yay.
Okay off to take my bath now.
Oh yah,my handphone is still 5megapixels,i can`t live without atleast 5megapixels camera,and this one its Super slim!
SE C902,have fun resting in my wadrobe okay.
And i so dig baby`s cellphone its gold & black ):
Loves!
To add it on,went to Sentosa too with Baby.
And,i can`t wait for Daniel to present us with the $500 for the whole store to go clubbing.
Heard last June was at IndoChine.
Can`t Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaait!